Diving Into Change

I'm feeling a little emotional today because I have to go back to work tomorrow… Why does time zoom by like a jet when you're doing absolutely nothing or just vibing with the things you love? But it's okay—every passing day brings me closer to my grand exit, so technically, it’s not a bad thing. The only downside? I still have to deal with that one person I absolutely cannot stand at work. Haiz, I just have to endure it one last time (or so I keep telling myself).

Anyway! I’m plotting my escape—a working holiday at a diving shop in Pulau Tioman. Three months of work, and in return, I get a diving license. Sounds like a fair deal, right? Apparently, it’s a thing now because a standard diving course (just 4 days, 3 nights) costs around RM 1K to 2K. While that's not outrageous in SGD, let’s be real—4 days is barely enough to find Nemo, let alone become one with the ocean.

I love the sea. I love water. But guess what? I live nowhere near either of them. Nature and I? Besties. I want to try snorkeling, surfing, diving—basically anything that involves me looking cool and adventurous (and hopefully not drowning). More than that, I want to work with the environment. I dream of studying environmental science or marine technology, which is another reason I’m so eager to dive—literally—into this opportunity.

Meanwhile, my current job? Manufacturing. My main lesson every day? How to throw things away. And let’s just say, the way defective products are handled is not winning any environmental awards. It honestly feels wrong. Mother Nature gives us life, and yet, here we are, treating her like an afterthought. Personally, I feel so much better—less anxious, less stressed—when I’m surrounded by nature. Even just walking in the park makes me feel lighter.

Some of my best childhood memories involve the beach. My parents used to take us to Damai Beach Resort during school holidays, and I lived for those trips. I still love the beach now. The last time I went was probably before I started working—my friend visited my hometown, and I took her, her sister, and my own sister to a beach in Sematan. Just sitting by the shore, letting the wind kiss my face, inhaling that salty sea breeze… It’s like all my worries get swept away with the tide.

So, I’ve reached out to two diving centers about openings for the end of June. They asked me to fill in some details and said they’ll review my application. If they think I’m a good fit, they’ll let me know ASAP. Fingers crossed! I really want this chance—to live on an island, to explore, to maybe, just maybe, find my passion. Who knows? I might fall in love with the lifestyle and never look back.

Wish me luck! 🌊